Singing is the only thing that truly makes me happy, & i have this huge dream, i know it seems impossible, but i might as well try. Before i could even talk my mom would catch me trying to sing along to songs on the radio; she said she always knew i would be a musician. I want so bad for my dream to become a daily reality, but i have a one in a million chance. BUT, who says i can’t be that one out of a million. I want it bad enough, that i know i can at least get some of my dreams & goals in life. I’m kind of glad i have to go through such hard times, because now i know that life is hard; so fucking hard. But it makes me so much stronger going through the things i do & it also makes me write beautiful lyrics & music that i can never do on just an average day. Every time i go to a concert, i feel this high through my body, like i want to go on that stage and do what that person is doing. It’s an unexplainable feeling, i feel so much love for the stage. I just want to get away from this town & start doing what i love every single day. Music is the only thing that can truly bring me to tears and happiness at the exact time. I don’t think anyone honestly knows how much i love & have passion for music. I want to be on the stage, i want people singing my lyrics back to me. Go ahead and think i’m immature for even dreaming such things, i could care a less because if i don’t set high standards for myself than i will settle for the least of standards and i’m not willing to do that. I’ve been through too much shit in my life to just settle for what i’m given; i want this dream and i’m going to do whatever it takes to get it. If i end up not getting my dream, then it wasn’t meant for me to live it and if i’m happy with that than i will take it. I would much rather spend the rest of my life touring the world single than be at home with a man to call my own. Now, don’t get me wrong, I would love to have a man in either situation, i’m just saying that music is one of my biggest loves in life. It’s always there unlike people.
